I remember my first deep dive.
I swam along the ocean's bottom.
At some point there was a ledge.
Past it the ocean's bottom droped all at once to inimaginable depths.
Hesitantly, I swam past this ledge.
Gradually loosing sight, reference and recollection of where I came from.
Then, possibly for the first time, I felt free.
Hovering...
Submerged in this deep experience.
Suspended between primordial birth and the eternal abyss of death.